A day to day tale of my life & our daily battle to a life without mam.

Recently I saw a post on All on the boards instagram which said “You have to cherish things differently , when you know The clock is ticking.” I felt it.. Something I’ve done for the last couple of months is share pictures of my family & I doing just that .. & now I guess it’s time to finally put my thoughts & true feelings down on electronic paper for you to read.
Unfortunately there is no handbook to know what to do or how to feel when a loved one has cancer, my only hope is that I can help anyone be honest with how they truly feel , cancer shouldn’t be a taboo topic , & people should feel supported with being able to express their feelings openly , good bad and ugly.. & there’s a lot of ugly. TRUST ME!!
If that persons you.. then please get in touch with me , day or night. I’m ready to listen.

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Stefanie Dee Wall

Mar 13, 20236 min read

Part Fifteen - To Those Who Have Lost.

Since it March means Mother’s Day I felt I would’ve been doing an injustice not posting this one. This year will be my second Mother’s...

Stefanie Dee Wall

Dec 11, 20225 min read

Part Fourteen - One Year Later.

Some would say Unlucky for some 13.. & for me that feels like the truth. In two days it's December 13th , a year to the date we lost my...

Stefanie Dee Wall

Aug 21, 20224 min read

Part Thirteen.

I feel like maybe I’ve made more comebacks than Take That with this blog, but the last few months have been so full on and busy that...

Stefanie Dee Wall

Jun 5, 20229 min read

Part Twelve.

So todays 4th of June.. Which means that it’s one year to the date since my sister & her boyfriend got engaged. ( Or atleast it was when...

Stefanie Dee Wall

May 16, 20225 min read

Part Eleven.

At the point of typing this I was travelling 39000feet in the air at 584mph Ground speed , 2154 miles away from my new home watching...

Stefanie Dee Wall

May 7, 20224 min read

Part Ten.

It maybe that I’m a few hours deep into this hangover , or it may be the reality that tomorrow will be my last Sunday in Merthyr for a...

Stefanie Dee Wall

Apr 24, 20224 min read

Part Nine.

Twice in the space of a week Mam has rendered me breathe less & if I’m honest from the minute I received a text to say she was now home...

Stefanie Dee Wall

Apr 15, 20224 min read

Part Eight.

Well I’m sure you’ll all agree it’s been a minute since I last wrote anything for you all to read. Truth is I don’t actually think I’ve...

Stefanie Dee Wall

Mar 2, 20228 min read

Part Seven.

It amazes me sometimes that I’ve lived 79days of my life without my mother. That 79days have passed me by that I’ve not physically seen...

Stefanie Dee Wall

Feb 9, 20224 min read

Part Six.

December 1st 2021 my mothers 58th birthday. A day we made an occasion of before we put our mam to bed after her last birthday with us on...

Stefanie Dee Wall

Feb 3, 20228 min read

Part Five.

It’s taken me a lot longer than usual too put pen to paper, well fingers to my keypad because in all honesty the last few weeks happiness...

Stefanie Dee Wall

Jan 23, 20225 min read

Part Four.

October 19th was a poignant day for my sister, Mam & I. A day where my mother got to watch her beautiful, youngest baby doll try on...

Stefanie Dee Wall

Jan 17, 20228 min read

Part Three.

For this opener I just want to acknowledge a special someone, someone that throughout the course of the last 5 months has navigated me...

Stefanie Dee Wall

Jan 9, 20226 min read

Part Two.

At the end of part one I told you I was going on holiday to Ibiza for my best friend 𝑩𝒆𝒄𝒄𝒂’s wedding, a holiday we had counted down...

Stefanie Dee Wall

Dec 6, 20214 min read

Part One.

So I guess this is where I tell you how it starts? I’d be telling fibs if I could remember exact dates, but throughout a lot of this year...

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